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Welcome, earthlings
i may come in peace (: it's your choice to stay or leave but it's okay, i don't bite. i would love to have presents on the 18 Feb love the happy unexpected stuff. i love you truckloads &hearts |
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Monday, July 26, 2010;
fack fack fack. some people should just get a life. all i wanted was for you to be happy, but you're telling me you won't hear a word i say. gawd. is it that hard to try? then fine. don't try. then don't bother bout me anymore. give me a break. i don't want to hear a single shit from you. nor do i want to see you. how i wish you are here with me. i just need a hug. tricked into this on 7:45 AM Friday, July 23, 2010;
-take me away, a secret place.-
gosh..people never tag de...heh. never mind. in life, there's full of possibilities. you win some, you lose some, they say. but when this happens, you're experiencing life. life, it gotta be imperfect to be beautiful. love, it's gonna hurt to love and to feel elated to be loved. friends, talk to you and make you feel welcomed. true friends, no one. cause they're all gonna back stab you one day or another. parents, they'll love you no matter what. even when you don't love them. but trust me, deep down in the bottom of your heart, you love them like you need them forever. siblings, some may have, some don't. but they are there to bring warmth to the family, to pick you up when you're down and to be there for you when needed. and most importantly, God. the creator of all wonders. the King of Kings. our Heavenly Father. she was asking "why aren't you coming to church anymore?" and i just replied "i gotta study" a total lie, an escape from reality. tricked into this on 8:02 AM Sunday, July 18, 2010;
i was stupid and a fool, to accept you. i never liked you before. i'm dumb to say yes. i'm a jerk to break your heart. joel ltw is right, i'll never understand what's love. when the time comes, maybe i will. jasper is nicee (: i'm fucking missing you, why must you be 16 ): tricked into this on 2:28 AM Wednesday, July 14, 2010;
 freak. i look so scary in this photo ><  i must be mad. whatever. i took an ugly me with the eclipse soundtrack before i opened it. haaaa. fun fun fun! i'm so tired ): jasper rocks (: tricked into this on 6:31 AM Wednesday, July 7, 2010;
in life, you can't trust anyone. you thought you could. but the trust just vanished and there goes all the secrets. you thought he will be there for you, but he left. the world isn't fair they say. i agree. but that's what makes life complete. ending life, isn't the way to go. but then again, it's the way to end the pain. tricked into this on 7:55 AM Monday, July 5, 2010;
HE ASKED ME OUT! yesssss! but i said maybe /: silly silly me ><" went to watch eclipse with cher-lyn today. all i gotta say is, the movie sucked and taylor lautner is so fucking hawt. after that, went home, got changed and went KAP to 'study' (: talked to kris on msn and we decided to meet up (: we went to cathay and gone to the stupid arcade with those prize stations. and we like, spent over $10 trying to get one doreamon(or however you spell it ==") keychain... went down to the food place. bought random food. was quite nice. i was hoping to meet joel but his friends dragged him away ): i wonder when will i see him again /: i miss him a lot ): tricked into this on 6:14 AM Saturday, July 3, 2010;
okay, so now i just gotta relax, and move on right? so what the fuck is stopping me? maybe traffic lights. will they hurry up and turn green? tricked into this on 7:36 AM some people have no common sense. they make illogical remarks, and think they're correct. childish and immature. it's sad they can't see it. I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning There’s no one here to save Who cares if you disagree? You are not me Who made you king of anything? So you dare tell me who to be? Who died and made you king of anything? tricked into this on 7:12 AM |