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Friday, June 25, 2010;
woohoo. sorry if i didn't reply anyone's sms. no mood. Hello lovely daisies, it's a pleasure to meet you. i used one of the stalks the lady gave me to play the little lovesick game "he loves me, he loves me not" i couldn't help but to be foolish and believe that he loves me. silly, silly me don't you think? but at most, would the nice guy up there let him talk to me? i sound stupid. maybe i am. too stupid to continue believing that he'll ever come back. tricked into this on 7:50 AM Thursday, June 24, 2010;
-i'm so darn bored. whoopee.-
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage: waterr. 2. Last phone call: NG WEIQI! 3. Last text message: Joel (: 4. Last song you listened to: 21 Guns 5. Last time you cried: few weeks back. boohoo. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: not gonna try that. 7. Been cheated on: depends. 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hope not. 9. Lost someone special: maybe. 10. Been depressed: n...DUH. what a retard question. 11. Been drunk and threw up: ew much? LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12.black 13. baby pink 14. White THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010) 15. Made a new friend: yeap. 16. Fallen out of love: nope. 17. Laughed until you cried: yeap. 18. Met someone who changed you: well duhh 19. Found out who your true friends were: nope. 20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeap 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: ehhh. no? 22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all? who is so stupid to add unknown people /: 23. How many kids do you want: i'm too young to think about that T.T 24. Do you have any pets: nuuu 25. Do you want to change your name: nope. 26. What did you do for your last birthday: a cake. 27. What time did you wake up today: 9am. 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sstonning. 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: a happy day filled with wonderful moments. 30. Last time you saw your Mother: 30 mins ago. 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything. 32. What are you listening to right now: nothing 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Random name?!?and no. 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: no one. 35. Most visited webpage: facebook. diao. 36. Whats your real name: unknown substance. 37. Nicknames: retard. 38. Relationship Status: single 39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius 40. Male or female: Female 41. Primary School: RGPS 42. Secondary School: GESS 43. High school/college:- 44. Hair colour: black 45. Long or short: medium? 46. Height: short. 47. Do you have a crush on someone: don't know 48: What do you like about yourself: everything. 49. Piercings: none 50. Tattoos: hell no. 51. Righty or lefty: right FIRSTS : 52. First surgery: dun have.. 53. First piercing: 54. First best friend: Zenia 55. First sport you joined: BASKETBALL. 56. First vacation: when i was young. 58. First pair of trainers: somewhere over the rainbow. RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating: nothing 60. Drinking: nothing 61. I'm about to: die. 62. Listening to: nothing 63. Waiting for: a special day YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids: 65. Get married: 66. Career: I'm just at a tender age of 13( XD) so i dk the answers for 64-66 :D WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes: eyes 68. Hugs or kisses: hugs 69. Shorter or taller: taller. 70. Older or Younger: youngest. 71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both. 73. Sensitive or loud: neutral. 74. Hook-up or relationship: ...relationship? HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger: in your dreams. 77. Drank hard liquor: not yet 78. Lost glasses/contacts: nuuuu 79. Sex on first date: well...nope. but whoever does that...i hope you'll have a baby. 80. Broken someone's heart: yea. 82. Been arrested: never. 83. Turned someone down: no 84. Cried when someone died: no 85. Fallen for a friend: no DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: yes. 87. Miracles: yes 88. Love at first sight: no 89. Heaven: yes 90. Santa Claus: yeshh!:D 91. Kiss on the first date: dun noe? 92. Angels: yes! ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no! 95. Did you sing today: nope. 96. Ever cheated on somebody:- NIL- 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: don't wanna. 98. The moment you would choose to relive: dk. 99. Are you afraid of falling in love: nope! 100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: nope:D well there. i'm falling asleep. tricked into this on 7:01 AM Saturday, June 19, 2010;
why do guys go through puberty later. how i wished they start early so they can knock in some maturity and common sense in their heads. sometimes, being with your older cousin, makes your day a little stupider. and brighter. my class sucks. what the hell is wrong with my class? why are they all so...guai. [cept for Martha...heh heh heh. and and Wan Ching :D] and fucking immature. hahahahaaaa. i will not survive 1.5 years with them. let alone 1 week ==" i miss Raffles. EVERYONE DOES. i miss the place, not the people. cept for a few. i hate the current principal. i miss the people i used to talk to. and now they just vanish. like we weren't even friends at all. my life currently sucks. well...i still have a long way to go. this, is just the beginning. sadly. die banana, die die banana. tricked into this on 6:18 AM Tuesday, June 15, 2010;
-nostalgia.-
i opened the little heart-shaped box i had, and saw many many little bits and pieces of life. hehehehe. the most recent one was from NWQ! her geek smile eraser xD then there's one entry ticket to sentosa i went with ruolin de ^^ there's loads of other crap too... mainly neoprints, tickets, movie tickets, mini notes... (: there were two other folders. one containing my birthday notes, and one for my christmas cards :D hahhaaa. tricked into this on 5:45 AM -until you were gone, i didn't know how much i miss you;-
i fell out of my bed and died. so no training for me today ]: praying that it'll be better on thurs. PLEASSEEEE. i wanna play with swee theng. :DDD tricked into this on 12:23 AM Monday, June 14, 2010;
-it's been 6 days.-
suddenly everything became so...dark. i'm fucking missing you. it's just such a pity we'll never talk to each other again. went to study. manage to study a bit luh. till liying came then i kept talking to her so i couldn't study after that /: weiqi came. we went popular with liying. and to mac too. told them about ______ (: i bet you guys don't know who i'm referring to (: such joy. I'LL BE EFFING ALONE DURING TRAINING TMR. whyyy must swee theng and weiqi ditch me at the same time )': good thing i still have christina ;O tricked into this on 7:18 AM Sunday, June 13, 2010;
-Caracal- Cheers to Love-
Don't we all have our frustrations. Don't we all want to learn some patience. Don't we all want some attention. Don't we all want to praise our existence But it's so tiring, to feel the pain. And it's so painful, To feel that it's impossible to love, again. Oh my god i'm a stranger to myself, and nothing's left for you. Oh my god i'm sinner, against to what the freaks call love. Oh my god I do not know love, I close my eyes to pretend it doesn't hurt. Oh my god I do not know love, I open my eyes in hope of finding you there. tricked into this on 6:45 AM -the loved, the hated and the forgotten.-
hmmm...effie tan has something against ah lians. not all ah lians suck kay. it's like, only bitches who should dig a hole and bury themselves alive. today was fine. really took my mind off things when i was with lovinia and kris ♥ NWQ sms me man...i miss you sooo darn much ): i'm hoping for a better day tomorrow. tricked into this on 6:19 AM Saturday, June 12, 2010;
i was watching one of those illusion thingy and my parents thought it was porn. perfect. dumb asses tricked into this on 7:19 AM -i ♥ ng weiqi cause ducks rule (:-
heh. training was kinda awesome today. i slept nearly the whole afternoon. slacked the whole day. you know, i woke up feeling good. then SOMEONE just had to ruin my whole entire mood by ditching me. and i thought i was glad that you finally talked to me. tricked into this on 6:18 AM Friday, June 11, 2010;
-these tears don't help;-
back from a stupid day. decided to go tiong to study alone. manage to cover up geog. finally /: then went to pasir ris park. don't know why, just feel like going there to enjoy the breeze. i took one hour to find out transportation ways... one hour at the beach. sadly i didn't take any photos... over there, i thought of lots of things. which was stupid cause i was suppose to calm my fucking day. i hoped joelc. and davin enjoyed themselves. training tmr. oh my gawd. tricked into this on 6:04 AM Thursday, June 10, 2010;
-i thought pain killers could relieve heartbreaks.-
wednesday was great. studied with my friend (Y) thursday woke up all fucked up. seriously felt like ponning tt but for weiqi, i'll go ^^ survived training, went tiong went vivo with denise after that. crapped all the way. okay, today got fucked up too. great. i miss you so darn much. tricked into this on 5:12 PM Monday, June 7, 2010;
HELLO GOOD WORLD (: yesterday was awesome (: met weiqi at sweet talk, then go tiong park, saw her friend /: went to her ahma's house suppose to study, end up playing monopoly >.<" i molested her to get the queen astrid park card (: but i thought and it wasn't worth it. HAH. anyways, in the end, she won =.= met ruolin at mos. then we started talking bout the B family thingy. then ruolin crap talk all the way la. ruolin and teck chun zao, me and weiqi went popular. bought my paintbrushes and paint (: painted the drawer and it looks...pretty good? heh. i took one side of the drawer and posted it on fb and tagged all the ones i love (: tricked into this on 7:13 PM Sunday, June 6, 2010;
i'm currently talking to some random stranger. hallelujah. oh. just found out who she is. HAHAHHAA. yay (: went for church today. SUPER boring /: hid in the toilet when they were playing games (Y) some more joel c. never come ): cry... texted weiqi during the whole time i was at church. damn funnn okay. ^^ i love ng wei qi foreverrr!!! ♥ oh oh, and ruolin [boob] ♥ and and germaine ♥ it's very weird to let davin know i'm vulgur. OH WELL...now you know (: tricked into this on 7:59 AM Friday, June 4, 2010;
hehehe. today went out with ruolin, teck chun and weiqi ♥ went to weiqi ahma's house first to meet them. i was almost 1 hour late... >.<" ANYWAYS, went safra after that. played pool. i no strength one /: weiqi's ball jumps like, real high o.o but she was pro when she tried doing left hand. ruolin is like, damn good :D she's good at doing samuel's style (: teck chun is the best among us (: went orchard after that. homed. today was an awesome day ♥ tricked into this on 6:29 AM Tuesday, June 1, 2010;
max max max...now now, did mommy ever teach you not to add random people whom you DON'T know...? i mean, like, how on earth did you know KIT when she's from an ALL GIRLS school now and then?!?!?! no wonder you have like over a 1000 friends. weirdo /: MOVING ON...training was VERY VERY AWESOME today xD i can't believe it, my first time enjoying training from the start of it. RAWKS MAN. me and wei qi took 1.5h just to get 10 sets of zheng shou :x omg, epic fail man xD our fan shou is wayyyyyy better than our zheng shou which is so totally unbelievable. and cuo shou...gawdddd >.< match was super boring /: slacked at tiong, membina (or however you spell it :x ) playground, bus stop and outside wei qi mama's house. WOOOO. fun manzz. okay, lazy to post le. bye bye. wish me good luck for tmr's interview... tricked into this on 7:07 AM |